When
we all entered his room in the morning at breakfast time, Shri Guruji
was sitting on a chair. I stretched my hand to touch his feet. As
usual, he dragged his feet backwards. Swamsevaks who had come with
me were introduced. One of them was a doctor who came from Adilabad.
Then Shri Guruji narrated a story in lighter vein. A patient went
to a doctor. The doctor asked: What is your problem, tell me in
detail.
The
patient got annoyed and said, “If I have to tell you everything,
then what kind of treatment would you provide? I need a doctor who
should judge the disease without being explained”. The doctor kept
quiet for a while and then replied, “Wait, let me call another doctor
for you.” The doctor came but he was a veterinary doctor. He understood
everything without being told.
Everybody
burst into laughter listening to the story. Our feeling of tiredness
disappeared in a moment. We felt fresh despite having kept awake
the whole night. Guruji himself joined us in this mirth. He narrated
another story. We all laughed heartily at that one too.
In
the meantime tea was served. He himself ensured that everyone of
us got tea. Who liked tea and who preferred milk, he knew it all.
He took tea last of all. There was just a few drops of tea in the
cup. Even that he got reduced. He had perhaps taken that much tea
just to give us company. He was experiencing a great difficulty
in gulping anything. He was feeling severe pain while breathing.
But
his face reflected spontaneous, sweet smile. His heart had winsome
humor. Bristling laughter that rejuvenated a pale heart. He had
indomitable self-confidence that kicked out feelings of despondency,
hopelessness and despair.
Death
seemed to be in waiting for him somewhere in a corner of that room.
The body was giving way. The auspicious moment for salvation seemed
to be near. For a moment I felt as if Bhishmapitamah was lying on
a bed of arrows waiting for death. I had only heard of persons wish
their death and getting it. Today I saw it.
In
the evening he was told to say his prayers seated on his chair and
at 9:05 pm he left this world for his heavenly abode.